ou would not ever know what's the inside of a book that you've always wanted to share by not reading it, aren't you? -timmy shelton, editor in chief books review magazine.

Servitude Pour Tourjours

Azure.

Blue sky, as it supposed.

But lying here in the balcony..

It was black,

The rooftop of the planet was all black.

The stars might be hiding somewhere...

no, not somewhere behind the rainbow.

Like those 70's songs had wondered

and they were not falling down as in the bedtime stories

Instead, our behavior had closed our eyes to see such beauties.

they'd have shown themselves after those toxic steams

Millions and zillions of them

with different kind and sizes, all unique

Lucks are like those stars, hiding behind terrible moments happened.

Happiness are not so far behind the tears you had,

Behind the sorrow in you smiles.

I haven't saw any airplanes tonight

and didn't even think of them as shooting stars

I didn't want you to grant anything.

Not a wish for a lifetime,

Just a simple hope.

Sometimes when we didn't expect of a person,

Sometimes when we didn't seem to see anything in life,

when all we see is doubts and lost spirits..

when it seems to be the end..

when we didn't believe in fairy tale and its love stories,

At that time, instead

...

Love came.

Just greeted you, anyway it wanted.

Brought by someone you never expected to complete you so much.

Someone that is willing to spend most of time along with you.

Someone that understand you, better than anyone else.

Someone that is equally fun, living not just as a partner to talk with.

Love (?)

Un describe able

But here what I thought about the L word:

It is when a person is willing to be there for another person, when they are solicitude about each other's welfare, care about each other's life, respect for both passion and interests of each one's, being loyal for one to another, doesn't let any of the two of them get into trouble, instead to lead them into what's right and is willing to sacrifice for good purposes.

Emotionally, it gives you such inner motivation to seize the day,

to achieve better and really concern about what's happening with next.

It began to fill your days and hours.

Into breath we take, in every tears dropped.

In every laughter heard.

:)

In my heart, memories in my mind

kept telling me that

But I'd like to wish a thing..

that someday it'll not just be a story to tell,

only as moments that had passed away to remember.

But, just let me do one thing. For you.

Let me love you.

Let me, love you.

Even if we can't be together

Even if you don't go the same for more, real soon..

Even if you're changing...

and you bring your heart with the change.

*I hoped I could just crossed the last paragraph out of this post.

dearest:

that's okay when i'm not your friend,

but when the world leave you,

and the sun disappeared,

i will come to you,

and say hello.

.

never have to say goodbye.

sorry for the sorry that had been spoken

sorry for being a miserable friend

sorry to say sorry again

.

thanks for telling me the way when i was lost,

thanks for everything youve done,

i was just nothing to say thanks

.

for the tears wasted,

time had been spent,

and laughter shared,

.

everything is just because..

.

YOU ARE MY FRIEND

.

thanks for being a true friend,

hope you don't mind for being my friend..

people says:

"time is too short"

still...

when you can see your friends,

you can see how beautiful is the day

when you can feel the blasting heat of sunshine

you can still see the world and breath the air

when you can sit down in front of the computer

when you spend time and share laughter

crying for the tears and mourn for the problems in your life

God always be by your side, when you need Him

appreciate everything in your life,

and start the new beginning

don't waste your time

Actually I have some ideas to be post on literally, but I don't know how to speak it up with abundant words that describe them into the real life. I knew that the sun always wake me up but my room was too dark so the sun shines will not reach it randomly. I knew that everyone know me and do hate me sometimes, sorry of being lebay, sorry for everything, but actually I just don't know what's going on in my life. I knew something to post, but it will not reach those words to be used, and those thesaurus that hanging on. I just cannot say it oud, even by whisper, and impossibly say it out loud! sarcastically poor, I knew that you know me but in fact, you don't really know me that well neither I, I know you and I thought that I'm your good good friend but in fact I am not, even I don't know you really well. In this crowded world, maybe I just could find one best loveable human to be hangout with or even to be talk with. Once I thought that they are my good friend and they said it so, it'd stick hard onto my mind like they'll not dissapear from my thoughts and mind. Just like english teacher loves the grammar and composition book or like math teacher loves his graphic calculator or even a small boy loves his toys that he owned since he was borned. the world still changing, i don't know how. but yes, it is changing, it is spinning, it is living and it is running, running out of time. yes, it is. so be ready. even i'm the one who wrote was not ready, but still, i'm trying to prepare myself whatever it takes, it used to it, and I knew it worth it. (by faith, said the bible teacher that was already gone to continue his knowledge and intellectual study by his far-a-little flight to the neighbor's country) I missed him, just like everybody do. yes, I do missed him so much. Yeah, well, what a such great great reminiscence in a middle of the night. But now, there are new hopes waiting for me outside, I don't know when I could reach it genuinely. what I see now is just fantasy at all. I felt like I'm not living yet dying but it is just so fantasy that I cannot declared it as the real life, it is imaginary life. I'm not feeling so real yet so good. And about the prom (that was all in my mind right now) I don't thinked that I'm gonna wear a formal dress like before that I wanted too. I thinked I'll just wear my trf not ELBD with stocking and hat? nope, it's too much. I'll not wear that, maybe just a simple chic or something classy, or just go to . Yes, I will. But I don't really know much about fashion, I only do mix and match with whatsoever I could find! yes, I do like that. so the day was over. and a bunch of abundant days, weeks, and blissful months are waiting to begin! YAY

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