ou would not ever know what's the inside of a book that you've always wanted to share by not reading it, aren't you? -timmy shelton, editor in chief books review magazine.

Servitude Pour Tourjours

Azure.

Blue sky, as it supposed.

But lying here in the balcony..

It was black,

The rooftop of the planet was all black.

The stars might be hiding somewhere...

no, not somewhere behind the rainbow.

Like those 70's songs had wondered

and they were not falling down as in the bedtime stories

Instead, our behavior had closed our eyes to see such beauties.

they'd have shown themselves after those toxic steams

Millions and zillions of them

with different kind and sizes, all unique

Lucks are like those stars, hiding behind terrible moments happened.

Happiness are not so far behind the tears you had,

Behind the sorrow in you smiles.

I haven't saw any airplanes tonight

and didn't even think of them as shooting stars

I didn't want you to grant anything.

Not a wish for a lifetime,

Just a simple hope.

Sometimes when we didn't expect of a person,

Sometimes when we didn't seem to see anything in life,

when all we see is doubts and lost spirits..

when it seems to be the end..

when we didn't believe in fairy tale and its love stories,

At that time, instead

...

Love came.

Just greeted you, anyway it wanted.

Brought by someone you never expected to complete you so much.

Someone that is willing to spend most of time along with you.

Someone that understand you, better than anyone else.

Someone that is equally fun, living not just as a partner to talk with.

Love (?)

Un describe able

But here what I thought about the L word:

It is when a person is willing to be there for another person, when they are solicitude about each other's welfare, care about each other's life, respect for both passion and interests of each one's, being loyal for one to another, doesn't let any of the two of them get into trouble, instead to lead them into what's right and is willing to sacrifice for good purposes.

Emotionally, it gives you such inner motivation to seize the day,

to achieve better and really concern about what's happening with next.

It began to fill your days and hours.

Into breath we take, in every tears dropped.

In every laughter heard.

:)

In my heart, memories in my mind

kept telling me that

But I'd like to wish a thing..

that someday it'll not just be a story to tell,

only as moments that had passed away to remember.

But, just let me do one thing. For you.

Let me love you.

Let me, love you.

Even if we can't be together

Even if you don't go the same for more, real soon..

Even if you're changing...

and you bring your heart with the change.

*I hoped I could just crossed the last paragraph out of this post.